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Dear Chris,
Hey Babe! I wanted
to try and be creative and show you just how much I love you in a new way, and we both know how much I love being a cheeseball/pshyco
so yeah! (lol) I thought this could be fun so I decided to try and make a website dedicated to you and us in a way I
guess you could say.
I want to start off by saying,
your absolutely incredible. You are the most amazing person I have ever met in my entire life. You do more for
me then anyone ever has, and you continue to do so much for me. I never knew that one person could have such an impact
on my life, and such a good one. When I talk to you, I feel incredible, it's like I can do anything and all my problems
just seem to disappear. I know things haven't always been perfect, and we have both made our fair share of mistakes,
but we're both learning and we're learning together and from each other. I know that I am not perfect and I'll be the
first to admit that I make mistakes but I'm trying my hardest because I know this is right. You have had such an impact
on my life. Before I met you I thought that I was no better then dirt on the ground, but you've showed me that there
is good in me and that I'm not worthless. And most of all, you've showed me love and how to love and how amazing it
can be. I never thought I could ever feel this way, not in a million years, but you changed all that. You've completely
turned my outlook on life around and even on myself. You have given me confidence that I have never had before and I
can't thank you enough for everything you've done and continue to do. When we first met I knew that there was something
about you that made you different from every other guy, in a good way of course. Before we were together I loved you
and I cared about you so much but I was too chicken to say anything, until you forced it out of me of course. I'm so
glad you made me tell you because I have never been this happy before, and it's all because of you. You mean the world
to me, you are my everything and so much more. My dream guy could never even begin to compare to you. You are
amazing and so perfect. You are my best friend, my "husband", my Koku, my everything, my Prince Charming, my true
love and so much more. I know that no matter what happens, I will always love you with all my heart, nothing can ever
change that and I will always want to be with you, forever. I never thought I would ever find anyone even close to being
right for me, but in my eyes you are perfect for me. It's like you're my other half. I know there have been times
when things have gotten rocky and there have been times when we have both questioned but through everything we've been through
together (which has been A LOT) we've over come it all, because we love each other more than anything. We have so much
in common and ever since the first day we met I knew there was something special about you. Just talking to you or thinking
about you gives me the most amazing feeling in the world. I never want this to end and I never want
to lose you. You are my dream come true, heck you're so much better than a dream. I'm sorry for all the times
we broke up in the past, I hope that's where they will stay though. I'm sorry for the times I've hurt you and the times
when either I have myself or have made you question, I'm sorry for all of my mistakes but I'm learning. I've been trying
so hard to be perfect for you and to be everything that you've always wanted and if I fall short of that then I'm sorry but
I'm trying my hardest, you deserve nothing short of the best and the most perfect girl and I want to be that person to you,
and I'm trying my hardest. I've never wanted anything so much in my life before, I want to be with you more than anything
in the world. I just hope you know that I love you more than anything in the world and I will always love you.
You have my heart now and forever. I love you so much Chris, with all my heart, now and forever.
Forever
yours, Eleanor
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